.:BUTTERFLIES of severed heartstrings:.

full moon.

2009-04-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

full moon ngayon. hindi lang ako sure.. nakit ko kasi kanina. ewan ko lng kung tama yung pagkakita ko. ahaha.

time check: 12:00 am
eraserheads on air sa tv. haha. yun ang aking pinapanood ngayon.. i mean NAMIN pala. haha

so, feeling ko talaga mas lalo nang masisira mata ko sa sobrang liit ng font ng computer na 'to. lol.
anong ginagawa mo? ako, wala. :(( hahaha. super bored ako ngayong gabi. kahit kanina pagod ako. gusto ko nang matulog kaso wala pa ako sa mood.
may napansin ako sa sarili ko, pag ako inis parang medyo nagi-ingles ako pagka hindi naman.. lumalabas pagkatagalog ko. HAHA. trip ko lang i-share.
3stars and the sun.. gusto ko talagang bumili ng t-shirt na yan. kso, nd pa ako napapadpad sa Greenhills.. sabi nila dun daw meron ehh. haha! [mabuhay ang mga Pinoy at si Kiko. XD]

exam bukas ng kapatid ko sa school.. Good luck sa kanya! :)

wooot! hanggang dito na lang ako. GOOD NIGHT! XD

kung BORED ka, MATULOG ka!! haha :P

full moon.

2009-04-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

gusto ko nang matulog. haha!

2009-04-05T07:53:00.000+08:00

wala lang. gusto ko lng talagang matulog kahit tanghali na. ilang araw na rin akong natutulog ng late. late na ba ang 11? LOL. paano kasi palagi na lang alis ng alis. err. nanay ko talaga yan ang may kasalanan. :pp next week may mangyayari sa aking kababalaghan... magbbraces lng naman ako. HAHA. gusto ko lang i-share. yan ang resulta ng maliit ang jaw...sbi kc nung dentist eh. may built in chewing gum na rin ako. hahaha. rubber band sa ngipin. LOL. sa tuesday pa ulit ako babalik.

hanggang dito na lang.. BYE! nagsalaysay lang naman ako ng walang kwentang bagay. haha.

untitled.

2009-03-29T11:08:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's the right title for this post.

March 27, 2009
Graduation day and Bea's day.
In the morning, my dad came home. My brother was really shocked when he arrived 'cause we were not expecting him to come home. Then, we went to school for the Baccalaureate mass. After this was the super long graduation ceremony. I actually got bored during the ceremony. It was held in the MPCC. Gahd! It was super hot there.. nakabarong pa talaga kami. Haha!
After the ceremony we had our lunch sa Garden Orchid. After ng lunch umuwi muna kami para magbihis. Tapos, pumunta na kami ulit sa GO para sa party. Actually, hindi nga ako ngparty sa party ko.. nadun kami kanila Twinkle. Idol! 3 times talaga kami kumain. Toinx! Salamat sa mga pumunta, you made me happy. :)

Nung gabi, SAD ako kasi aalis na ako the next day. Tapos, baka hindi ako uuwi hanggang sembreak. :(( Ang tagal pa nun.. hindi pa nga ako naka-enroll. Tssk. [Sa lahat ng mag-aaral sa Manila, sabihan niyo ko. XD]

March 28, 2009
Punta ng Manila.
Morning flight kami so ayun, maaga kaming dumating. Umuwi kami muna and then went to SM Marikina para kumain tas pumunta na sa Glorietta. Haha. Nakakapagod talaga. Umuwi na kami ng maaga kasi mga wala pa kaming tulog. Pero, kahit walang tulog late na rin ako natulog. haha!

March 29, 2009
Ngayon.
Ayaw ko munang gumala. Gusto ko magkulong dito sa bahay. Haha. Halos wala na talaga akong ginagawa. Summer ba 'to? Gusto kong mag Puerto Galera. Punta tayo! pinayagan na ako. LOL. Sana matuloy. Magpapakaitim muna ako tas magpapaputi na. XD I'm missing Zamboanga na, pangalawang araw ko pa lang. Hahaaayy. Sana hindi ko enrollment last week of april para maka-uwi pa ako. Pansin ko, lahat ako 'sana' ng 'sana'.. mangyari kaya?? XD

Sige, hanggang dito na lang. Naglista lang naman ako ng ginawa ko. Haha!
BYEE!

midnight.

2009-03-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

it's 12:00am. i just woke up. LOL.

so, i had this long sleep 'cause i think i deserve it. i was super inis kanina and , for the first time, i know why. haha! i hope you know, too.

enough of the drama. i think this my first blog post since i-don't-know-when. GAHD! two days na lang, it's graduation day na. i'm not super crazy about graduating. as in! kung pwede lang hindi, maggraduate.. hindi na ako gagraduate :(( ayoko na kasi ng umaalis sa isang lugar, sawa na ako. XDD

bukas, darating na ang aking mga pinsan, lola, at tiyahin. masya ako na darating sila since hindi makakarating ang aking ama[hindi na bago]. sa sabado, aalis na ako papuntang manila. maynila na naman? tskk. haha! marami pa raw kasing kailangang asikasuhin dun. haaay. pwedeng magpaiwan na lang muna rito? sapagkat ako'y tinatamad pa. buti kung pwede lang kaso, hindi.

ayun lang ang aking masasabi. ang problema ko nalang, eh, ang aking pagtulog ulit. haha. hindi ko 'lam pano. XD
cgee.. GOODnight! :P

ADIIIIK!

2009-03-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

Retreat namin kanina. It was really fun though there were moments that we got serious. There were also crying moments. Haha! Kahit boys, umiyak. Wooh! Btw, super busog kame dun. Keber, 3 beses tlga. Marami pa talaga. Haha.

Ang mga pictures namin ay malamang na umaapaw. Haha! Ang dami. Adik tlga sa pictures. LOL. Hindi rin kinukuha yung mga cellphones. Gulat ako. Haha. Maganda yung place kaso medyo mainit.

So so, masaya ako ngayon. Haha. Salamat Lewis.

P.S. Happy Birthday Potri. Salamat sa pagkain! :)

END.

2009-03-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

Wooh! Tapos na ang finals. Yehey! Haha. Ang bilis pala ng fourth quarter, nuh. Haha. I'm not expecting to have high grades this quarter. The exams this quarter were so , uhh, hanggang "uhh" na lang. As - in! Grabe, nakaka mental block. Parang ang bilis ng lahat. Few weeks na lang, grad na. :o Parang kahapon lang ako natuto sa trigo ahh. XD Unbelievable. Dati-rati lang tuwing naglolog-in ako sa ComLab iniisip ko na .. "hs09050284?! grabe! ang tagal pa ng 09 na yan" Haha. Sabay bilang. Tapos, ngayon woah.. 2009 na.. gagraduate na kame. Kamusta naman yon? Ang daliii.

Nga pala, THANK YOU sa mga nagpangiti, tawa, kilig, iyak, at inis sa akin sa high school. :P Salamat ng sobra-sobra.

future.

2009-02-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

My oral exam in religion is finally over. Woooh! Happiness. XD Relief is what I feel right now. I had a hard time "conditioning" myself for that thing cause I'm not used to oral examinations. I just remembered my interview sa UST.. ugh.. hindi ako satisfied. Anyways, I am having a super boring evening and morning at the same time [cause I think it's already past 1 am]. I am waiting for my mom to come home. She's still in her office doing some reports. Ugh.

So, let's talk about my near future. I'm planning to study in Manila. and fortunately, I have been given a chance. Before, I really wanted to study in Manila. Pero, ngayon, I am having double thoughts. Grabe. I'm thinking about the people I'm gonna miss. I have been so comfortable here in Zamboanga. I have a lot of friends and I'm just afraid to lose them. I just don't want to leave them. Ugh. I promised myself na that I am gonna enjoy the last days of my high school life. I will go to parties, watch movies, and stuffs like that. The things I wasn't allowed to do before. I just wanna sing the song.. "I Hate this Part Right Here" LOL. Haha. I think it would fit my feeling right now. XD

So okay.. hanggang dito na lang kasi dumating na ang nanay ko. HAHAH!
Good night.

second day of the LOVE[?] month.

2009-02-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

So, okay nagstart na ang love month. Actually, I really do not consider it a "love month". Well, that's for me. So ayun, anong nangyari sa second day ng love month? May CEM kami. Tapos, nagpractice kami sa prom. Grabe, ang partner ko hindi nagsasalita. Waaa. Well, I have expected that eversince our final pairing. Oh well, hindi naman sa kanya iikot ang buong prom ko. Hahaha!

Back to the love month thing. It is really [i don't know how to explain the feeling] for me to name it a love month cause, I do not have a "LOVED ONE". Exception na dun ang aking pamilya at mga kaibigan. Haha. Masaya ako ngayon kasi wala akong love. [yeah!] Consider me a guy-hater but, I still do not have a crush or infatuation on a guy now.. closed door daw. XD Masaya.Masaya.Masaya ang aking buhay ngayon. ^---^ No worries, you know. XD

Yeah. First time ko talaga to sinabi. Tsktsk. :P

ALMOST.

2009-01-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

Grabe. Kagabi ginawa ko ung proj namin diba? Tapos kanina, nagulat ako nang nag_GM yung kakalase ko na extended pa hanggang Friday yung project. Haay! Nagpuyat pa ako. Taops, hindi pa ako sigurado na tama yun. Pero, anyway, at least tapos na rin yun. Hehehe!

Kanina, hanggang alas tres lang yung klase namin dahil may PAASCU meeting yung mga teachers. Ayun, mahigit dalawang oras kaming naghintay ng kapatid ko kay Mama. Sinusundo na kasi kame ngayon eh. Alam mo na. Eeeh! Kumpleto rin kanina yung klase namin.. walang absent! Weee^^ Kanina rin pala ung final pairing para sa prom. HIndi ko pa rin alam yung first name ng partner ko, pero alam ko apelyido niya. :) Next time ko tatanungin..[as if kaya ko din XD]

May napansin nga pala ako.. halos araw-araw na rin akong nagsusulat dito ahh. First time to since nung summer.. sa pagkakaalam ko.XD Yipee :))

*end*

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2009-01-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

Kung Hei Fat Choi!

Our third quarter exams are finally over. *celebrate* Another quarter to suffer and we'll be graduating in no time. Hahaha! A few activities will still be on before we graduate: our last and final Prom, our last high school family day, and our first and last high school Seniors' Night. It really saddens me to think about the LAST few things we'll do together as a class, as a batch. :( Well, we all go through these things. The memories are the most painful part though.

first day.

2009-01-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

January 5 2009

The first day of school for the year 2009. Yeah! So I got crazy.
First subj: group quiz! ugh. thanks to Ann, we made it. it was a recall of the lessons last year. obviously, i have forgotten them, intentionally. haha! :p
Physics: Had a long quiz. Good thing i studied but not much just a little. it helped, though.
This is my first day. Had one long quiz and a group quiz. nice start of the year, eh? Of course, those i mentioned are just two of my subjects. eek! Jeno also gave us gifts. Well, we demanded from him. Peace, Jen! But still, he gave us somehing. Thanks super! ^--^

Jan 3 2009
My family and I went back from our vacation in Luzon.
It was fun there. went to EK but just rode 3 of the rides. We had fun in the Rio Grande. Unfortunately(but somehow fortunately), we didn't ride the Space Shuttle. After the EK trip, we stayed at our family friend's house. Vianca, Porshia, AJ, Via, Jessica, Tita Lani, Tita Nancy, Tita Cecile, and Tito Arvi were there. We went to Tagaytay on that night. It was really cold there.
For the rest of our vacation, we enjoyed with ourn titas, titos, cousins, and 1 pamangkin, in San Mateo. My pamngkin is super cute. She's really funny. She behaves like a one year old but she's just seven months old. :))

I'll post the pictures soon. :)

2 more weeks

2008-12-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

Yes.. only two more weeks of madness.I am really excited to go home for Christmas. I miss my relatives there. See? Because of my excitement, i have said this here for how many times already. Haha! I'm really getting crazy now. Bleh.

By the way, AtFest '08 is over. I'll miss Atfest. It was my last AtFest, unfortunately. Boohoo. If ever I'll not be here in Zambo next year, I will miss everything about Zamboanga. Really, everything and EVERYONE.* drama mode*

Back to the school thing, next week will be our last week before the Christmas break. Wow! Time flies so fast. Not too long, we'll be graduating. Sheesh! So yeah, on December 18, we'll have our Christmas partey! I think we'll have it in Alejandra's. Hope it will be memorable.

Junior-Senior Prom is also fast approaching. It'll be on February 21. Woinks! My mom's birthday. Sorry Ma, I have to attend this one. Hehe!

Iterinary for our Christmas stay in Manila is also ready-- well, accoring to my mom. Sounds Obsessive Compulsive? Well, it's my mom. We have to bear with her. Super LOVE her, though.

Before these things, I still have to prepare my research paper. I will be dead meat if I will not be able to finish it.

"We wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

AtFest '08

2008-12-04T06:38:00.000+08:00

Sa wakas, nagsimula na rin ang Ateneo Fiesta ngayong taon. Bleh! Nakakalungkot nga lang kasi apat na araw na lang .. di na tulad nung dati na isang linggo talaga kaming walang pasok. TT Sa sabado, High School Night namin. Toinks! Malamang maboboro na naman ako dun. Every year naman akong bored, eh.

Aside sa pag-eenjoy, kailangan parin naming gumawa ng research paper[RP] at kailangan pa naming magpractice para sa dula namin sa Filipino. Weh. Nakakagod na pero, ayos na rin kasi patapos na ang paghihirap namin. Lapit ng maggraduate eh. Tsk. Kamiss. Ang pagkakamiss sa hayskul lng talaga ang problema palagi ng mga taong maggraduate. Pti na rin pala ang university na papasukan nila, este, namin pala.

*isip*

Tapos na! Baboosh. Pangdagdag sa mga posts to eh. Hehe. Masaya yun. :P

Magmumukha akong tanga neto. Haha. Gusto ko lang magshare.

2008-11-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

Why Do Some People Tend to Use Highfaluting Words?

Let's talk about this.

My theory is that, they use highfaluting words so that they'll sound intelligent. It is so funny how they use these words. Sometimes, they don’t sound well at all. As in!

This is my first time to talk about this, by the way. Haha! Oh yeah, before I forget, I also do this. So, don’t worry at all. I’m not bashing people or whatsoever.

Back to my topic, it really sounds funny. You know why? Sometimes, the words don’t go well together. It sounds like you’re using thesaurus while writing something – which is not uncommon nowadays. Another reason, when people read it, they might think , “what is this wannabe talking about” or something else. The thing about this is that sometimes or most of the time, the words that you use are words that you know nothing about. Well, of course, use words that you know. Don’t just put words there without knowing them. You’ll really sound like a wannabe. :))

I’m gonna talk about something off topic now. I super hate people who are boastful. Super!@@

I know, I may sometimes sound boastful and all but, if ever I will sound one, I am not aware about it.

So yeah, back to the topic. I hate boastful people cause they’re not doing things prudently. For example, is it needed to show your grades to A LOT of people just to say you’re intelligent? WHAT? You’ll just be labeled as “mayabang”. There is nothing good about it. You just probably say it to people who ask you about them but not post them somewhere to be seen by other people. Well, just for humility’s sakes. It just so cruel that you do it, because some people may not have the same grades as yours. In the end, you, as a person, will not be criticized by your grades in school but by the efforts you’ve done to be the person you are right now.

Hence, WE should do things at the right time and in the right place. That is prudency. We should be humble at all times. That’s what Ateneo is teaching us. Then, as Ateneans , we should abide this.

SEMBREAK!

2008-10-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

Our sembreak is fast approaching. Actually, tomorrow is the last day of exams for the 2nd quarter. Wooh! We are finally free. F-R-E-E.

I've been waiting for this taste of freedom. Unfortunately, research paper = KJ. We need to work on it over the sembreak. I realized, hindi pala kami FREE. Waah! We still have to do our project for Economics and Trigo. Boo! Oh, I also have a work to do on Oct 27- Oct 30 but, it's nothing.. I want to do it anyways.

I need to meet up with my 3 friends -- Hannah(Meters), Rhona(SincoMani), Tanee(Dapa). I superrr miss 'em. We go to the same school but we rarely get together. I will treat them, hopefully, 'cause it was my birthday yesterday. :p

HALLOWEEN PARTY! is on Saturday. I'm really excited 'cause I will watch my classmates dance for the UD4 contest. Nice! This is the other reason(aside from COL) why I'll attend the Halloween Partyy. It's also a break for us all. After 2 long quarters, we finally get a good break. *claps*

Till here. I still need to study for tomorrow's exams. Ciao! ^^

Note: I have a horibble English grammar, so please bear with me. Thanks! :DD

i wanna..

2008-09-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

CRY! Yes, I wanna cry. Crazily, I don't know why. Maybe it's just that I'm emotional lately. :p I am crazy.. I know. (:|

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I wanna go HOME. I'm missing family. I want to see my cousins and friends in Luzon already. I missing them to hell. Naa! I hope it would be December now so that we can go home. Err. My feet are itching already. Tss

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Another problem.. I don't know what to do with my stupid requirements. We have lots of quizzes tomorrow and requirements due tomorrow. Naa! I don't have my notes and books cause I was excused the whole day last Friday. I am really exasperated now.

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I am having a CRAZY Sunday. I had cleaned the house and later I will iron my clothes. Wooh! I don't do this often, so, hurray for me! LOL.

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Enough said.

Have you read my posts?!

2008-09-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

PAGO--D

2008-09-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

I am dead tired. School works last week just made me ugh, crazy! Last Monday, we had our Camote Campaign presentation. After that, we made our Trigo project, the video one. Haha! Ang kalabasan ng project namin, funny but making it was fun though. Tapos ngayon, gnagawa ko ung computer project namin. Wah! We are asked to create a menu-based program using Java. It's really a brain draining project. I have been making this since last night. I hope to finish it later.

I just want to share a thought. I really don't like writing in English. Really! I am not confident when I write like this. It makes me laugh. Haha! I remeber the time when my grammar is horrible, much horrible than it is now. XDD

Currently, hindi parin okay yung proj namin. Sana maayos na siya ngayon. T.T

Off to work, again. Ciao!

si KIARA.

2008-08-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

WARNING: ito ay kalabasan ng aking pagka-bored kagabi.

I am MARIA KIARA B. TARABI. I am a random person. "Carefree" pa nga daw eh. Madalas, wala akong pakialam sa "looks" ko. Alam ko naman na kahit ano pang gawin ko, ganito parin hitsura ko noh. HAHA! May mga times na "inaatake" ako ng kaartehan(weh?). Para masolb ko yun, pinipicturan ko sarili ko.. tawag dun, "camwhore". XD Mahilig ako magbasa. Minsan, magsulat ng kung anu-ano. Paborito kong mau-akda ay si Paulo Coelho. Oo nga pala, 4th year high school student na pala ako. MagLALAKWATSA :))) na ako sa Marso.(kiang, ganun?) Iiimbayt ko pa nga sana kayo eh. Masayang tao ako, kaso madalas, tulala. Wala akong permanenteng kaibigan maliban sa iilan. Pero, kahit hindi sila permanente man kung tawagin, MAHAL ko pa rin yang mga yan noh lalo na ang, LEWIS(you rock!) P.R.O.(na walang ginagawa) ako sa iskul. Sa totoo lang hindi ako madaldal, may oras lang. Alam mo, kahit may blog ako(eto yun) mas "feel kong magsulat kaysa magtayp. LOL!

Bata pa lang ako. I am just FOURTEEN (14) years old. Pero, marami na akong napagdaanan na obstacles(chuva!) Oy, tanong lang... Matino ba ako mag isip p isip bata pa rin? :):):)

Mahal ko ang pamilya ko. Actually, tatay ko OFW. BAta pa lang ako nagtatrabaho na siya sa labas. NAnay ko naman eh, makata/housewife/working mom/ dev't worker. In short, wonder woman! haha! Ika nga niya, si DARNA(wow ma!) daw siya. Pag nasa bahay, madalas mo maririnig boses niya! Weee! Kakatakot nga lang minsan. :):):) Ang mga kapatid ko naman ay sina, Lian at Ina! Si Lian ay grade 2at si Ina naman 2nd year HS! :) Mahal ko yang dalawang yan. Kahit makulit pa noh! Masaya na akong may kapatid kaysa wala. Lonely yun! Marami akong pinsan, tita pati na rin titosa mother side namin. MAHAL ko din silang lahat. Tas, may bulinggit na humabol, pamangkin ko si Yen-Yen!

O hayan, istorya ng buhay kong sadyang magulo pero MASAYA naman!

`P.S.: naintindihan mo?? n_nV

projects.

2008-08-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

Wah! We have sooo many projects. And then most of them are due next week. Our sabayan pagbigkas though is due on Friday. We're gonna present in front of the whole high school com'ty. Kakahiya. Haha. Our literature project naman eh sa thursday na DAW pero, ipapasa na lang namin sa Monday. Bhala nang may minus. Hindi namin kaya. Hectic tlga. Woo! XD Then, We still have our Math project, GRAPHALICIOUS. This is a vid project. We'll sort of have a music vid. Funny, ayt? Graphalicious def! XDD

AY! Tpos ung feast day namin dapat bukas kaso NCAE(gud luck). Dapat sa Thurs na kaso alternative class. Dami talagang sabit. Eeh! Kaya baka sa Tuesday na lng kasi sa Monday, presentation namin sa Soc. Stud(camote campaign). BADTRIP talaga.

dito na ako matatapos. XD good evening! :)

P.S. mababa ako sa mga exams. :(

projects,

2008-08-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

FILIPINO, nosebleed.

2008-08-22T09:53:00.000+08:00

Haha! Mahirap ang Filipino. Siguro yun ang tingin ng lahat ng studyante. Grabe, promise, mahirap talaga. Sansinukob? Lumirip? Gee! Ano yun? Hindi ko alam. Magbabasa na talaga ako ng El Fili nang matino. Totoo lang, mas mahirap pa ata yun kaysa sa Physics. :))) Mababa na talaga ako sa exam.

Anyway, bukas may game sa basketball boys &GIRLS. Kalaban namin ang Ogilvie. Hindi naman ako maglalaro kasi hindi ako marunong. Namimiss ko na nga ang soccer, eh. Soccer is ♥. Trigo na bukas at dapat makapasa ako kasi mababa ang quizzes ko dun. Nga pla, Lapit na ang USTe entrance exam pati ang ACET. Good luck sa lahat ng kukuha! Kitakits. :) Pero, pinagdadasal ko talaga na makapasa ako sa UP. Pero, sa tingin ko hindi un mangyayari. HIndi kasi ako prepared nun [as if prepared din ako sa UST at ADMU]. Haha.

Sige, hanggang dito nalang.

ayun. haha

2008-08-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hello. HAHA.

Hindi pa ako nag-aaral kahit bukas na ang exam. Kaya, Magba-BLOG muna ako.

Ang sama talaga ng physics long quiz score ko. HUHU. Kasi ang engot ko kaya ang baba ng grade. Nakakahiya. Kailangan ko tuloy bumawi. Eeeh!

Meron akong ginagawa ngayon, mag-ipon. haha Kailangan kasi, eh.
Mamaya, manonood ako ng Sex and the City, movie (wala talgang balak mag-aral noh.. haha).

Tapos, mamayang gabi magpupuyat ako sa pag-aaral.

Sige sige, wala lang akong magawa. Buh-bye na!

ingaat kayo.

I am.

2008-08-17T07:32:00.000+08:00

It's exam week and I haven't studied yet. Haha.

Senior life has been very hard for me. Requirements here and there. College application forms are piled up on my desk. LOL. So, okay, mahirap ang fourth year.. kaya naman diba? Haha
Last night, I was organizing my things. I saw this one quiz of mine in Literature. I have a wrong answer and you know what's wrong with it? The spelling! Nakakahiya. I just wrote, "NEICE" for "NIECE". Naisip ko kagabi, anong nangyari sa utak ko??? Haha. Nilipad na ata ng hangin. LOL

Now, I am suppose to help my classmate, Laika edit our wall newspaper but, see, I am writing a blog entry. Haha. I'll just edit it later. Hehe. :)

Last Friday, I passed my ADMU app form. Grabe. Nung araw na yun ko lang nalaman na may tanong pala for the personal essay. Haha! Buti nalang yung essay ko akma dun sa question. Natakot talaga ko nun.

Isa pa, bakit may mga taong hindi nagbabalik ng gamit na hindi sa kanila?! Inis talaga ako. Kung sino ka man, please.. ibalik mo na 'yun! Mamatay ako pag hindi yun mabalik. NAH!

Ayan, tapos na! Haha. Ganito ang buhay ng hindi nag-aaral. Tapos, mamaya may magsasabi sa akin na wala akong mapapala sa ganito kong ginagawa. Haha. Sino kaya yun? Hmm. Tapos, mag-aaral na ako.

Tama na ang pagkabaliw, Kiara. Sige, pagpasensyahan niyo na ako. Haha
Buh-bye!

--- END ---

okay.

2008-08-17T07:11:00.000+08:00

hala.

2008-06-04T07:30:00.000+08:00

wala lang. bagot na bagot na talaga ako dito. kaya yan tuloy, excited na naman akong pumasok. nakakabaliw tuloy isipin na magpapasukan na. tapos, ang masaklap pa.. 4th year na kame. mukhang ang hirap na nun. waah!

magkukuwento nalang ako. para masaya. wahaha!

ayun, may pamangkin na ako. haha. pero, second grade. at least db? enjoy, may baby na sa manila. malas nga lang, wala kami dun. nakita naman namin sa pic eh. kamukha talaga siya ni kuya kiko [pinsan ko]. haha excited na tuloy kaming umuwi dun dahil sa bata. kaso, matagal-tagal pa yun mangyayari. sa december pa. haha

cge, cge. hanggang dito nalang. kakain p kme. haha.

GOOD NOON. ^--^

3 days of hell.

2008-04-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

I MOVED

2007-03-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

MOVED

hope to see ya'll there..

>.<

2007-01-20T09:03:00.000+08:00

yey! kahapon lang natapos ang aming nakakabaliw na 3rd Periodic Exams. Grabe ang hirap talaga ng biology parang sasabog na talaga brain ko nung inaanswer ko yung test. Yung math naman, weird, ni hindi nga kami nag discuss about dun sa Linear Programming tapos ipapa-answer samin. WTF! Eeshh.. I want a retake!! At dapat walang linear programming ang retake noh! ni Hindi nga niya yun diniscuss. Grabe talaga.

My week was fine. I'm so happy talaga that I spent time with my friends even though sa town lang. Hehe. Later pupunta kami sa house ni Blanche. Maghahappy-happy muna kami dun bago pumasok ulit sa Monday. Hehehe..

*2nd post after hiatus*

tagal na talaga. lol.

2007-01-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

haha. tagal na talaga since nung nagpost ako dito. november pa yata yun. lol.

anyway, bumalik ako with a new layout. credits to -poiised. thanks. naalala ko lang, umalis rin pala ako witha new layout diba?!?! hahaha. i'm really weird. tomorrow, our exams will be over. thank God!! Hindi talaga ako ready for the exams this 3rd quarter. Himala na lang siguro akong makapasa sa exams lalo na sa biology and math. lol. hahaha.

okay. okay. till' here na lang. I hope i'll have pa more posts. hehe. wish me luck.

>'."<

new layout again

2006-11-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

I was so bored with my butterfly layout so I got rid of it.

I've been searching for a new layout since last night (grammar??). At last, I found "the one". I like it because its simple and its pink (i like pink but definitely not ~~neon~~).

Since I've got nothing to say, I'm going na. I 'm getting sleepy. *yawn*

^_^

i just hate you!!

2006-11-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm feeling this ~~crap.~~ Eesh..

"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all." -10 Things I hate about you

Sana tapos na 'to!!

2006-11-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

Ngayon ko lang natapos yung project ko sa Practical Arts. Miss ko na school. Namimiss ko na yung cafeteria, classroom, friends, classmates, teachers(kahit medyo masungit sila). Huhuhu. :( Sana tapos na sembreak pero sana hindi rin. Boring dito sa house. Hehe. Loka ako ngayon!! :p

*******

I was tagged by Nielle.

Simply list down nine weird things about yourself and tag nine others.

1. I talk to myself sometimes.
2. I cry easily.
3. I smile even if there's no need of doing it.
4. I'm still sleepy even though I just got up from bed.
5. I like babytalking.
6. I love chick flicks.
7. I like to kiss my lil' bro.
8. I hate my crush .
9. I like reading short stories/ fairytales.

Tagging: Twinkle, Katrina, Fher, Aleeya, Kim, Lyns, Jen, Abbie, Lara

BELATED Happy Halloween!!

2006-11-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hai! Malapit nang matapos ang sembreak.

Halloween pala kahapon. Belated. Hehe. May gift pala samin si Nielle. Thanks!! :)

Ito yun oh!

Sige. Hanggang dito muna ako. Wehehe. Babalikan ko na lang ito.

Yey!

2006-10-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Tapos na ang exams namin! Yes! Ang saya-saya ko talaga. Sembreak na namin. Haha. Short update lang 'to wala na kasi talaga akong masabi. Sige. Buh-bye. :P

New look.

2006-10-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Yes! I finally found the perfect layout for my blog. Waaah! Diba connected talaga sa butterflies yung layout ko! LMAO :) Loka talaga ako. Haha.

**********

Advance Happy Birthday to me! Tomorrow boitday ko na. Yehey!

13 years ~~old~~ young na pala ako. TEEN na ako. Weeee!

**********

yay!

My Golly! Ang tagal na rin.

2006-10-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

Matagal na rin palang hindi akong nakaka-update.

Hay! Busy talaga kami. Sa Friday meron kaming Sabayang Pagbigkas. Next week, Periodic exams na namin.

Hay! hay! Wala akong masabi! Sige. Buh-bye!! :) :)

Happy Teachers' Day

2006-10-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

Kanina may programa kami sa school para sa Teachers' Day. Masaya ako dahil nagawa na rin namin ang sayaw na aming pinraktis sa isang araw. Haha. Sumayaw rin yung mga 1st year students, 2nd year (kami yun), at ang mga 3rd year. Yung mga 4th year naman kumanta sila. Maganda rin naman yung kalabasan ng lahat ng mga numbers. Tapos, nagbigayan na ng mga gifts. Masaya rin naman kasi half-day. Masaya rin naman kasi natapos na namin yung sayaw. Pagod ako ngayon. Matutulog siguro ako maya-maya. Sige. Hanggang dito na lang ako. Buh-bye. :)

Hay! Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapag-update!!

2006-09-30T12:35:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm FREE from all things I just hate. Have you noticed that my last posts have lyrics? Why? Dunno. Hehe. LOL. I'm just into music nowadays.. :)

Ehem! My week is fun. I've just passed my project in Composition last Thursday. It was given to us, graded, yesterday. I was really shocked for having a grade of 98% for the project. I just did that the night before I pass it. I'm a total crammer. Yesterday, we had fun. We played so many games that are prepared by the seniors. I was so happy and satisfied this week. I just downlaoded the songs, "Call Me When You're Sober" by Evanescence, "I'm not missing You" by Stacie Orrico, and Jojo's "Too Little, Too Late".

Lovelife? I have no one. It's okay, at least, I'm reserved. I just asked my mom if I can have a BF again. She just told me that I'm still young. I respect her decision and I'm gonna follow my her decision na lang. Hehe. :)

I'll post another song. [Jojo's song.] :) Cool song.

Too Little Too Late

By Jojo

Come with me 
Stay the night 
You say the words but boy it don’t feel right 
What do you expect me to say? 
(You know it’s just too little too late) 
You take my hand 
And you say you’ve changed 
But boy you know your beggin’ don’t fool me 
Because to you it’s just a game 
(You know it’s just a little too late)

 
So let me on down 
Cause time has made me strong 
I’m starting to move on 
I’m gonna say this now 
Your chance has come and gone 
And you know

 [Chorus]

 It’s just too little too late 
A little too wrong 
And I can’t wait 
But you know all the right things to say 
You know it’s just a little too late 
You say you dream of my face 
But you don’t like me 
You just like the chase 
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway 
You know it’s just too little too late

 YEAH yeahhh....

It’s just too little too late

 Mmmm..

 I was young and in love 
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough 
And now you wanna communicate 
(You know it’s just too little too late)

 Go find someone else 
I’m letting you go, I’m loving myself 
You gotta problem 
But don’t come asking me for help 
Cause you know

 It’s just too little too late 
A little too wrong 
And I can’t wait 
But you know all the right things to say 
You know it’s just too little too late 
You say you dream of my face 
But you don’t like me 
You just like the chase 
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway 
You know it’s just too little too late

 I can love with all of my heart, baby 
I know I have so much to give 
(I have so much to give) 
With a player like you,
I don’t have a prayer 
That’s the way to live, oh ho

 mmmm...no

 It’s just too little too late, yeah

 It’s just too little too late 
A little too wrong 
And I can’t wait 
But you know all the right things to say 
You know it’s just too little too late 
You say you dream of my face 
But you don’t like me 
You just like the chase 
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway 
You know it’s just too little to late

 You know it’s just too little too late

 It’s just too little too late 
A little too wrong 
And I can’t wait 
but you know all the right things to say 
You know it’s just a little too late 
You say you dream of my face 
But you don’t like me 
You just like the chase 
To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway 

You know it’s just too little to late

Yes! I'm happy.

2006-09-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

Golly! Half-day kami ngayon! I'm so happy. Wala naman ako masyadong ginagawa.

BTW, I watched Monster House na. It's fun. It's not that frightening! It's cute also. enogh said.

Uhm. Not much for today. I just want to let you know that, I can't get enough of the song STARS by Callalily. I can relate to it!

There's another thing that I wanna share. I like this line from the song "Lagi Mo Na Lang Ako Dinededma" by Rocksteddy.

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw

Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala

Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan

Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi

Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

It's uber cool. I can also relate to it!!

Ehem. Lala. Bye. bye..

Uhm.Saturday.Again.

2006-09-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

Today is Saturday. I usually go to my usual place, grandstand, every Saturday. There, I swim for 1 hour. I do butterfly, freestyle, backstroke, and breast stroke. Sometimes, I feel sick of swimming. I do it every week. Next week is the PRISAA opening. I'm not serious with it but I still wish I can win even a 3rd place.

Last night, I'm really PISSED OFF! A guy, I don't know, sent me a stupid message through eClass. Thanks to my friend who told me that there is a person who sent me that kind of message. Enough said.

My week is tiring. Though my project in Practical Arts was finished, I still have to do other projects.

Today, I'm relieved because I only have 1 assignment to do. I'm always sleepy because I sleep in MN already. I'm a wreck this week. Hopefully, we'll have our class outing this coming Saturday.

Hmm.. I gotta go! Please leave a comment. ThanKs..

Currently PISSED OFF!!

2006-09-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

Panget! Pangit talaga kung sino man yung taong yun! Baboy! Bastos!
He's a pig! If I could just throw him from the top of a building, I will. He's a dumbass. He's a total MANIAC! He even victimized one of my classmates.

Hay, yan ang mood ko ngayon! Pangit! Sinira niya araw ko! I'm really PISSED OFF!

Newly finished

2006-09-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

Yes!(repeat many times) Weeeee..... Natapos ko na rin yung katakut-takot na project namin sa Practical Arts. Hmmm... Haha! Nakita ko yung crush ko nung Sunday. Weeeee!! I'm really happy kasi natapos ko na yung project ko. Ba naman, natulog na ako ~~kagabi~~ i mean kaninang umaga 1:30! Ang sakit talaga ng ulo ko sa school, feeling ko tutumba na ako, but kailangan ko pang gumising at hintayin ang uwian par matulog. Kapagod talaga ang past few days 'cause of the project and other katakut-takot na mga Elocution. Meron pa nga ako bukas na Elocution, "The Tyranny of False Values".

Marami akong blabs! Mga natutuhan ko sa school na wala namang kwenta!

May nakuha akong magagandang pics sa DeviantArt para sa project namin! Fun siya! Punta kayo dun!

Meron akong sample.

Nice namana siya diba?? Wehehehe,,,

Until here na lang ako. buh-bye.. :)

Buti na lang

2006-09-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yehey! I'm so happy. Akala niyo ba naman kanina sabi ng teacher namin sa Prac. Arts na ngayong 12 MN na i-pass ang project. My Gosh! I thought talaga na ngayon i-papass. Nakakaloka! Pero, at least, extended na. I don't need to get tired of doing it the whole night, diba?

Well, enough of the project thingy. How did my week go? It's not that bad, it's not good either.
I am really happy kasi new na seatmate ko at friend ko rin siya. Hmm.. Ano pa bang good na nangyari sa akin? " Linggo ng Talumpatian" namin sa Filipino. Siyempre, nagtalumpati ako, pero hindi mo siya matatawag na "talumpati", puwede bang recitation na lang?? Haha. Bruha talaga ako.

My lovelife? Not working well. Hindi talaga ok. Pero, kaninang lunch, ang saya ko talaga. I won't mention anything. My lips are sealed. I'm so happy of what happened. I know it's shallow but still.... WEe!!!

Till here na lang me! Bye. Stay tuned.

Yehey

2006-09-04T08:03:00.000+08:00

Yehey! Wala kaming pasok. :) Masaya talaga ako. Marami akong puwedeng gawin. :P Pero sa totoo lang pag walang pasok, nakakamiss rin ang school.

Nung Saturday, pumunta ako ng school para gawin yung banner namin. Maganda naman yung output pero sana hindi nasira. Sana talaga. Tapos yun, nagpunta ako ng school then pumunta ako ng grandstand for our practice sa swimming. Nakakainis kasi wala talaga ako sa mood para mag-swim noon. Nakakapagod kasi marami akong ginawa nung morning. Masakit talaga sa katawan kasi umulan tapos mabigat yung water. Hay, pero ok lang natapos naman na eh. :)

Kahapon, nagpunta kami sa town ng mom ko. Nagpunta kami sa Mindpro para mag grocery at bumili ng kaekekan sa Health and Beauty. Tapos namalengke kami. Sumasama ako sa mom ko pag namamalengke siya. By the way, nakita ko crush ko.

Boredom!!::

..ito ang kalabasan.. salamat kay Nielle meron rin akong nagawang bago.. :)

Ngayon ko lang nalaman kamukha ko pala si Mark Bautista.. LOL!!

I really like this song. RUN!!! (takbo na)

: RUN :

By Kitchie Nadal

[Intro:]
I lay beside a stranger and I hear blue blood running trough his vein
I really hear but don't give a damn 'cause there is nothing in this world can stop me now
I loved you the way I know but do you fit me 'bout right in your pleasure glove
Watch me now, don't underestimate 'cause you never even see me run

Don't you recognize this hardened heart of mine waiting to be found
Lying on the ground, never will it grow till it make you stumble and fall
I loved you the way I know but you fit me back right in your pleasure glove
Watch me now, don't underestimate 'cause you never ever see me run, run, run baby

[Chorus:] [2x]
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

[Bridge:]
You taught me things I never dreamed of
Now your down on your knees begging me please to spare you
How I wish I could but, darling, can't you see
It's a little bit too late...

[Chorus:]2x
Run fast if you can
I'm gonna get you anyway
There's nowhere to hide, baby
Breathe in, breathe out
It's almost over now oh, baby

Sige 'till here na lang. Buh-bye. Weeee!!!

Hi!!!

2006-08-29T14:56:00.000+08:00

Grabe! Yehey. Meron na akong bagong blog. SANA ito na talaga ang aking personal JOURNAL. Hainacoo. Pano ko pa kaya ito magagamit ng maayos??[Hmm..] Magsisimula na naman ako. Sabi nga nila, "Pag may tiyaga, may nilaga". Sige. Again.. Kiara <3

this is me..

.:BUTTERFLIES of severed heartstrings:.

full moon.

full moon.

gusto ko nang matulog. haha!

untitled.

midnight.

ADIIIIK!

END.

future.

second day of the LOVE[?] month.

ALMOST.

..

first day.

2 more weeks

AtFest '08

Magmumukha akong tanga neto. Haha. Gusto ko lang magshare.

SEMBREAK!

i wanna..

Have you read my posts?!

PAGO--D

si KIARA.

projects.

projects,

FILIPINO, nosebleed.

ayun. haha

I am.

okay.

hala.

3 days of hell.

I MOVED

>.<

tagal na talaga. lol.

new layout *again*

i just hate you!!

Sana tapos na 'to!!

BELATED Happy Halloween!!

Yey!

New look.

My Golly! Ang tagal na rin.

Happy Teachers' Day

Hay! Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapag-update!!

Too Little Too Late

By Jojo

Yes! I'm happy.

Uhm.Saturday.Again.

Currently PISSED OFF!!

Newly finished

Buti na lang

Yehey

Hi!!!

new layout again